Life on a Tandem
(trusting God)
At first, I saw God as my observer, my judge,
keeping track of the things I did wrong to determine whether I merited heaven or
hell when I die. He was out there sort of like a president. I
recognized His picture when I saw it, but I really didn't know Him. But
later on when I met Christ, it seemed as though life were rather like a bike
ride - a tandem bike, and I noticed that Christ was in the back helping me
pedal. I don't know just when it was that He suggested we change places,
but life has not been the same since.
When I had control, I knew the way. It was rather boring, but
predictable - the shortest distance between two points. But when He took
the lead, He knew delightful long cuts, up mountains, and through rocky places
at breakneck speeds. It was all I could do to hang on!
Even though it looked like madness, He said, "Pedal!" I worried and was
anxious and asked, "Where are you taking me?" He laughed and didn't
answer, and I started to learn to trust. I forgot my boring life and
entered into the adventure, and when I'd say, "I'm scared," He'd lean back and
touch my hand. I gained love, peace, acceptance and joy - gifts to take on
my journey, My Lord's and mine - our journey. And we were off again.
He said, "Give the gifts away. They're extra baggage, too
much weight." So I did, to the people we met, and I found that in giving I
received, and still our burden was light.
I did not trust Him, at first, in control of my life. I
thought He'd wreck it; but he knows bike secrets, knows just how to lean it to
take sharp corners, how to dodge traffic, how to avoid potholes and
stones, and how to navigate down unknown roads. And I am learning to shut
up and pedal in the strangest places, and I'm beginning to enjoy the view and
the cool breeze on my face with my delightful constant companion, Jesus Christ.
And when I'm sure I just can't do it anymore, He just smiles and
says... "Pedal."
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